*Side Note – I wrote this last year October 2024*
Me: So, what now ?
Me: What do we do?
Me: I feel stuck
God: I got you!
God: Trust me, you know how we do
Me: I really want to check if she sent me a message
Me: Father is it really her because this hurts a lot
God: Switch-a-Roo happened
God: You dreamt about the moment you spilled out your soul to her before you spilled it out to her.
God: Should I go on?
Me: That’s only 2
God: She still loves you, she’s still in love with you
God: She never wants to lose you again, she’s terrified that she will lose you again
God: That’s 6
Me: I can’t remember if she said that she’s still in love with me
God: I know that she is still in love with you
Me: I really want to check if she messaged me
God: NO!
God: Go silent a bit, let her miss you, let her think of you
Me: Sigh… ARGGGH! Fuck
Me: ARGGGH! sigh…
God: Relax, let’s focus on other things
God: ‘Amanda and Daniel’ needs to be finished this weekend still so we can publish
Me: Okay, let’s do it!
God: And then we can start ‘Lauren and Lucas’, another short story !
God: Okay but let’s get some food first
Me: What’s for Dinner?
God: Let you know in a few minutes, okay
Me: Thank you
God: Don’t touch your phone!
God: Let her miss you!
Me: How can she miss me when the gf is looking after her
God: Don’t check your phone!
God: Let her miss you!
God: Let her miss you!
Me: She’s not going to choose me…sigh!
God: FOCUS, finish short stories!
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